Post by sawg138 on Jan 11, 2011 14:50:33 GMT -5
[17:14] Matt: Elex will go looking for Chu'Si to give the news about LG's confession and Erinti's "surprise"
[17:14] Misfit: She is on the roof, enjoying the wind
[17:15] Matt: *stands there, watching her for a moment with a feeling of dread and uncertanty knotting up his stomach* "My Lady..."
[17:16] Misfit: She looks over and smiles "Yes?"
[17:16] Matt: "I have..." *frowns thoughtfully* "News that I must share with you..."
[17:16] Misfit: "What news?"
[17:17] Matt: *looks at her for a moment as he formulates his thoughts and words, carefully* "Erinti-san is pregnant... and... another female has expressed a certain... interest in me..."
[17:18] Matt: "
[17:19] Matt: "It would seem... Erinti-san cared enough about... me... that she wished to give me a gift... and this is her gift to me... to us... to the Shaded Fang."
[17:22] Matt: (Get eaten by one of your animals?)
[17:24] Misfit: "I know" She smiles
[17:24] Matt: *blink* "You do...? How?"
[17:24] Misfit: "She told me"
[17:24] Matt: *folds his arms over his chest and looks at her*
[17:25] Matt: "It would seem you and her are on better speaking terms than I realized."
[17:25] Misfit: "She told me after you left"
[17:26] Matt: "And you are... Happy about this? Knowing how Erinti-san feels about me...?"
[17:28] Matt: *raises an eyebrow to this*
[17:29] Misfit: She nods. "I... I've been thinking about Aliza... And you'll live longer than me... I'd rather you be with Erinti than Aliza"
[17:31] Matt: *blinks and opens his mouth, then shuts it, opens it again with a finger held up in protest, but shuts his mouth... lowers his hand* "A... valid point. One I would not be able to argue... given the two choices..."
[17:33] Matt: "I... do not know. I, too, have been thinking... about what was said while we were on Wormwood..." *frowns thoughtfully* "Which brings about the second part of my news... the new interested female..."
[17:34] Misfit: She frowns "Who?"
[17:34] Matt: *looks up at the sky and takes a deep breath before looking back to her* "One-chan..."
[17:35] Misfit: "Oh..."
[17:37] Matt: *walks over to the edge of the building and sits down, appearing relatively relaxed given the current topic of conversation* "She expressed a desire to stay by my side... and the belief that she has developed a bond, a connection of sorts, with me that she does not feel with any of our fellow companions... She says I am what she would wish to find in a potential mate..."
[17:38] Misfit: Chu'Si frowns. "A mate who cannot give you children"
[17:40] Matt: *looks up at the sky and nods his head thoughtfully* "Yes, My Lady. One-chan would not be able to bare any sort of child with me. I... do not believe her desires or interest are physical or reproductive in nature though... The way she spoke of it... it seemed more like her bond with me ran deeper than just what one could percieve with their eyes..."
[17:40] Misfit: "I... Do not understand"
[17:41] Matt: "One-chan, in fact, made a point of stating that. That I was different than the others. I knew how to live... not just survive."
[17:44] Matt: "I can understand it... to a point, I think. One-chan's attraction to me stems from an emotional attraction moreso than a physical attraction. She said that while I was beautiful on the outside... it was what I have on the inside that she finds appealing moreso..."
[17:46] Matt: "She hoped that, one day, she would find a dragon that was like me..." *frowns* "Or that I somehow would be transformed in one..." *shakes his head* "I have never heard of such a thing happening though... She then went on to apologize to me for being so... childish..." *looks distant* "It was... strange..."
[17:48] Misfit: Chu'Si nods, clearly trying to process everything
[17:50] Matt: "I know what it is like for someone to confess their... love... to me in a way that is overly sexual. This was... different. It felt different..." *shakes his head* "I am not quite sure how to explain it. I was embarrased over our conversation, but... I allowed her to continue... it just felt... easier to accept."
[17:51] Matt: *looks over at her* "I asked her to talk to you about it... but One-chan is... a little scared of My Lady."
[17:54] Misfit: "I... don't think... I'm afraid of losing you"
[17:55] Matt: *raises an eyebrow at her* "Why should you fear something like that, My Lady?"
[17:57] Misfit: "She's different"
[17:57] Matt: *looks at her with that same raised eyebrow and motions for her to continue*
[17:59] Misfit: "She is a dragon. I do not think she would accept anything less than everything once she wants something"
[18:03] Matt: *frowns thoughtfully* "I am unsure of that. One-chan knows she can not have me in that way so long as My Lady draws breath, for I will not leave her side until that final breath has been taken..." *looks down* "She suffers because of it, too. It saddens her... not because she can not have me in my entirity... but because she knows I am devoted to you..." *looks over to her* "And we have a child together... and she would not do you such a dishonor."
[18:04] Matt: "Those are mostly her words, as well..."
[18:10] Misfit: "Oh..."
[18:19] Matt: *frowns as he looks back to the sky* "I am in over my head... I hurt those that care about me... hurt those that love me... because I do not understand their love at times. I never really knew what love was until I got to know you. Even then, I did not understand what it was... and I ended up getting hurt... as well as hurting you." *closes his eyes and he returns to that moment in his memories*
[18:19] Matt: "I would never want someone to feel like that... But how can I accept this love from so many? My Lady, Erinti-san, Aliza-san... and now One-chan... you all love me... in your own ways... and I only barely understand the why or how of it. I just... do not wish to inflict suffering on another because I could not accept an expression of love..." *looks over at her again, appearing to have let his walls down in that monologue* "I just do not know what I should do about it..."
[18:30] Misfit: "Loving you is on them, it's up to you to decide if you can love them back" She swallows. "I will be here so long as I have breath"
[18:35] Matt: *looks over at her and uses empathy, even though he really doesn't need to, just to make sure*
[18:35] Misfit: Fear that she's fighting to control, acceptance, and above all love
[18:39] Matt: "You really are scared about this..." *frowns* "I will not leave you, My Lady. If I had the capacity to do so at one point... I have completely lost it in favor of spending your lifetime with you..." *looks back to the sky* "I stayed by your side, even after I knew what happened on that dead world... Back then, part of me just wanted to run away... yet my feet would not move, my legs would not have carried me beyond those doors..."
[18:40] Misfit: She buried her face in his shoulder while giving a bone-crunching hug
[18:41] Matt: *sits there with her until she can compose herself*
[18:41] Misfit: She's not uncomposed so much as has nothing more to say
[18:42] Matt: Ah
[18:44] Matt: *looks over at herand frowns slightly* "Can we grow, My Lady?" *puts an arm around her and holds her within his grasp* "I can not accept this alone, for it does not affect just me... It affects you as well... as well as them..."
[18:45] Misfit: She nods "We can"
[18:49] Matt: "Can we accept their love...? I will not if you will not. It would not be fair to you..."
[18:49] Misfit: She nods. "I can"
[19:27] Matt: *frowns and looks over at her, seeming confused* "I have no idea what I am doing..."
[19:28] Misfit: "What do you want to do?"
[19:31] Matt: "I want to be better than what I am right now... I want to be able to accept something from others... something like this, without being embarrased..."
[19:32] Misfit: Chu'Si frowns like she has a thought she doesn't like
[19:32] Matt: "Speak your mind, My Lady."
[19:33] Misfit: "We should... See Aliza first then..."
[19:33] Matt: *raises an eyebrow* "Should we...?"
[19:34] Misfit: She nods
[19:34] Matt: "Why...?"
[19:35] Misfit: "She... She knows what to do..."
[19:36] Matt: "Perhaps we will... I am unsure if I am ready for -that- level of acceptance though. Perhaps you could speak with One-chan first..."
[19:38] Matt: *looks back to the sky* "We do not need to rush this... I know I have much ground to cover in this, and it all starts with the first step. In this particular case... we may need to learn how to walk before we run."
[19:39] Misfit: She nods. "But she is the... most distant right now"
[19:42] Matt: "Perhaps..." *shrugs* "Whatever you think is best for -us-. I trust your judgement in this moreso than my own..."
[19:43] Misfit: She frowns. "I think... Aliza... she is immediate and will be happy with our bodies..."
[19:45] Matt: *frowns and gives a deep sigh* "As much as I would wish for someone else... you are probably right..."
[19:47] Misfit: She nods
[19:47] Misfit: Then Takes his hand and leads him back to Ringo's
[19:48] Matt: Something Aliza is undoubtedly going to be VERY happy about... and Elex is going to end up spending many hours in a river scrubbing himself with a rock...
[19:49] Misfit: Aliza, you are alone in the mansion after a night's work when Chu'Si comes in with Elex. Neither look particularly happy
[19:52] Matt: *has the look of a man who is both determined and at the same time accepting a terrible fate*
[19:52] * nekira_sudacne looks up and smiles "Visiting this late at night? I'm shocked. Nice to see you two. Want something to drink?"
[19:53] Misfit: Chu'Si "Water?"
[19:53] Matt: *nods* "Water..."
[19:54] nekira_sudacne: *fetches them both a glass* "What's up?"
[19:55] Matt: *accepts the glass and looks at it like he might find an answer to the question in the water before looking over at Chu'Si*
[19:55] nekira_sudacne: *uses empathy on both*
[19:56] Matt: Nervousness, determination, anxiety
[19:56] Misfit: Less than thrilled but determined
[19:56] Misfit: "Elex wishes help with accepting the love of others"
[19:57] Matt: *looks determinedly at his glass of water...*
[19:57] nekira_sudacne: *takes another sip* "You've come to the right whore then"
[19:58] Misfit: Chu'Si nods
[19:58] Matt: *grip tightens on the glass of water*
[19:58] Misfit: And gives Elex's hand a reassuring squeeze
[19:58] nekira_sudacne: "If it would make you more comftable to talk first, please do"
[19:59] Matt: "I... We...
[20:00] Matt: *frowns at the glass, seeming to determine to avoid eye contact* "I have hurt people... and will continue to hurt them if I can not change... I do not wish for that..."
[20:01] Matt: "I want to become... better than what I am now... for the sake of My Lady, as well as my own... To do that... we... I... must learn... how to accept someone's expression of love..."
[20:01] nekira_sudacne: "People?....Ahh...what happened to poor Entriri?" She says, putting two and two togeather with a frown
[20:02] Misfit: "Nothing..."
[20:02] Matt: *shakes his head, still starring at the glass*
[20:03] nekira_sudacne: "Good. so what brought this on then?"
[20:03] Misfit: Chu'Si lets Elex speak
[20:04] Matt: "We talked..." *frowns* "The Lady Chu'Si suggested we talk with you about this... It is just, I do not wish to hurt those who have expressed their form of love to me... My Lady included..."
[20:05] Matt: "If I do not change... I will continue to hurt those close to me. I do not want that to happen..." *frowns* "I do not want someone else to feel that kind of pain..."
[20:09] nekira_sudacne: She nods "I understand" she stands up "Come with me" She says to them as she leads them though the mansion to a little used room"
[20:09] Matt: *leaves the water there, not having drank it and follows, looking at Chu'Si the whole time*
[20:10] Misfit: Chu'Si follows, holding Elex's hand
[20:16] nekira_sudacne: Eventually the room enters in what is obviously some kind of shrine. There are four pillars in the center of the room, surrounding an alter, and a number of flowers are growing around it though the windows on two sides, and lush carpeting and a plush covering on the alter. On top of the alter is a small figureine of a lion and she smiles. there are a number of cushions and pillows displayed around the room "It is not much, but it's as good as I could do on a days worth of shopping. Welcome to the shrine of Ashera"
[20:16] Matt: (I question the logic of there being ANY room in that mansion that is "little used")
[20:16] nekira_sudacne: (Okay. less used sinse after the kids moved out)
[20:16] nekira_sudacne: (but really, it's a large place and for a long time only had about 4 or 5 people in it)
[20:16] nekira_sudacne: (to aliza most of it was unused)
[20:16] Misfit: (There's a few little used rooms, honestly)
[20:17] Misfit: Chu'Si nods
[20:17] Matt: *looks around at it, sensing the chi of the area and the aura of the room* "This is where my... donation went to..."
[20:17] nekira_sudacne: She nods "Part of it, yes. What I didn't use i'm saving for a proper temple"
[20:18] Matt: *seems cautious of moving to far away from the door... he's obviously HIGHLY reluctant about what he's doing*
[20:19] Misfit: Chu'Si looks around, sniffing. "This room is.... holy?"
[20:20] Matt: (I would assume Elex's esoteric senses would clue him into something similar, eh?)
[20:20] Misfit: Higher, positive chi flow
[20:21] Misfit: Pooling at the altat
[20:21] Misfit: Altar...
[20:22] Matt: *looks pointedly at the Altar*
[20:22] nekira_sudacne: "It is a shrine" she points out
[20:22] Matt: "Ashera gathers strength at this place."
[20:22] nekira_sudacne: "It is not much, but it is the purpose of such places to invoke the holy presence. I'm not certain why this would be surprising" *smiles*
[20:24] Matt: *seems pointedly unsurprised actually and just looks askance at Aliza* "And to the point, Aliza-san..."
[20:26] Misfit: "This is where we... worship her?"
[20:26] nekira_sudacne: *smiles and leads them forward and stands in front of them before the alter* "You are certain of this, yes? You wish you learn to understand how to receive physical love from others?"
[20:27] Matt: *takes a step back*
[20:29] Matt: *grip on chu'si's hand tightens as he clenches his jaw a few times* "Aliza-san once told me... there are many different kinds of love... and with that... many different ways of expressing that love..."
[20:30] nekira_sudacne: "There are." *smiles* "So many ways in fact, that I cannot possibly show them all to you. Fortunately, I think it is primarly the physical parts that you are having problem with yes, not every possible gesture of affection one can give to another"
[20:33] Matt: *looks over at Chu'Si, the back to Aliza* "I believe... that was established on Wormwood..."
[20:34] Misfit: Chu'Si nods
[20:36] nekira_sudacne: *nods* "Yes." *smiles* "And here is the first lesson. You tend to address things indirectly as part of your mannarisems, especially an embaressing subject. However, oftentimes this is taken as hesitation, or worse, rejection. Attempt to say it directly. It will help" she smiles and steps forward, well into his personal space, just barely not touching*
[20:37] Misfit: Chu'Si squeezes his hand
[20:37] Matt: *will try to take another step back*
[20:39] nekira_sudacne: *waits for him to respond*
[20:40] Misfit: I think he just did
[20:40] Matt: *looks to the side slightly, turning red* "...Too close..."
[20:42] nekira_sudacne: "steps back* "Very well. Can you say it clearly now"
[20:44] Matt: *looks away* "Aliza-san was... too close." *cheeks burning*
[20:44] nekira_sudacne: "No no. What I asked you to"
[20:45] Matt: "I do not believe I could say it any more clearly..."
[20:48] nekira_sudacne: "That would be the problem I pointed out. I need you to try"
[20:50] Matt: "*frowns* "You were too close"
[20:52] nekira_sudacne: "Nice try. Fine, i'll repeat myself. here is the first lesson. You tend to address things indirectly as part of your mannarisems, especially an embaressing subject. However, oftentimes this is taken as hesitation, or worse, rejection. Attempt to say it directly. It will help"
[20:54] Matt: *frown deepens as the muscles in his jaw tense* "...Do not get that close to me so suddenly, Aliza-san. It makes me uncomfortable." *looks at her pointedly, his determination and anxiety seeming to become replaced with annoyance*
[20:55] nekira_sudacne: *blinks a bit slowly and sighs*
[20:55] nekira_sudacne: "You apparently forgot the subject already. I was talking about you saying that you want to learn how to accept physical affection, forget about how close I was to you, it has nothing to do with that"
[20:59] Matt: *nods* "I do... I wish to..." *frowns and looks askance* "learn how to accept... anothers expression of love..."
[21:00] nekira_sudacne: "Closer. Try saying clearer"
[21:01] Matt: *sighs and mutters under his breath* "This is so embarrasing..." *closes his eyes and takes a deep breath, letting it out slowly* "I want to learn how to accept another persons expression of love... by that a physical expression or other."
[21:02] Matt: Chu'Si will be able to tell by this point Elex wants, desperately, to run out that door...
[21:03] Misfit: She is holding his hand firm. "Face your fears love"
[21:03] nekira_sudacne: *nods* "good. Now calm down, take a deep breath and compose yourself"
[21:04] Matt: *does just that*
[21:05] nekira_sudacne: *waits until he calms down* "Open your eyes"
[21:06] Matt: (Oh the sudden drawbacks of having chi awareness, zanshin, thermovision, see aura, see magic energy... *sigh*)
[21:06] Matt: *opens his eyes, cautiously*
[21:07] nekira_sudacne: You see her stadning there
[21:07] nekira_sudacne: "Are you ready?"
[21:08] Matt: about as close as she was before, huh?
[21:12] Matt: *frowns at her* "We will find out soon enough I believe...'
[21:12] nekira_sudacne: nope
[21:12] nekira_sudacne: She nods
[21:13] nekira_sudacne: "Now relax..." *walks up and begins by walking around behind him and begins to rub his sholders. She could easially teach a professional massuse a thing or two
[21:14] Matt: *is looking decidedly at Chu'Si for this one... his body would be telling Aliza that the word "relax" is most assuredly NOT a part of it's vocabulary*
[21:14] Misfit: Chu'Si looks confused
[21:15] Matt: to say that Elex would be more wound up than a Slinky would be a -gross- understatement...
[21:19] Matt: *closes his eyes and takes a long, deep breath before opening them again, looking at Chu'Si* "My legs... will not carry me beyond that door..." *knowing she'll get the reference as he lowers his head and closes his eyes, attempting to relax*
[21:20] Misfit: She nods and takes both his hands while moving to stand in front of him
[21:21] nekira_sudacne: *smiles and continues to rub his back for a while, working out tension, and she begins to slowly lift his shirt off*
[21:23] Matt: *tenses up, grip tightens on Chu'Si's hands*
[21:23] Matt: (It just occured to me... Aliza has no earthly idea what Elex would look like undernath his clothes...)
[21:25] Matt: (Outside of... y'know... her own fantasies...)
[21:25] nekira_sudacne: she has a guess based on rough build, but yea
[21:27] Matt: *allows her to continue, however by the end of her raising his shirt up and exposing a highly toned and muscular back to her, he's practically quaking in his boots as a fight or flight instinct is trying to override his cemented determination*
[21:28] nekira_sudacne: *takes it off and continues the relaxing massage* "Lay down" she murmurs "relax..."
[21:31] Matt: His body doesn't want to move in that direction, it wants to move in a decidedly different direction. He seems to be fighting his own body as he slowly gets down on his knees, trying to relax. He will not let go of Chu'Si's hands though and one emotion seems to come through loud and clear, fear. He's terrified, for some reason, at this point...
[21:32] Misfit: Chu'Si kneels with him then sits by his head
[21:41] Misfit: It's ok"
[21:42] Matt: *keeps his eyes closed and is fighting to keep his breathing steady, even and regular*
[21:44] nekira_sudacne: *rubs his back softly, and gently pushes him forward onto the soft carpet* "relax* "*begins to give him a melting backrub until his muscles are too loose to spring up*
[21:45] Matt: (Does Aliza know Atemi?)
[21:45] nekira_sudacne: yes
[21:46] Matt: (fffffuuuu.... okay...)
[21:46] Matt: His back will eventually start working to her hands, whether he wants it to or not... afterall... he's only mortal. Yet even for a mortal creature... those are some hard-ass muscles.
[21:46] Misfit: Lulz
[21:47] Matt: (Amazing how a dash could change that statement: "those are some hard ass-muscles")
[21:48] Misfit: (Both are probably true in this case)
[21:48] Matt: (probably.)
[21:49] nekira_sudacne: (lol)
[21:49] nekira_sudacne: *slowly works, relaxing his muscles, ventually she leans forward as she rubs to kiss between his sholder blades* "This is sacred. There is no need to fear"
[21:50] Misfit: (*Wonders if Aliza's going to kiss Jagun's brand and call it sacred too*)
[21:50] nekira_sudacne: (Doubtful. She's not that silly)
[21:50] Matt: *continues to hold Chu'Si's hands tightly, dear life kind of tightly* "Trying..."
[21:51] nekira_sudacne: *relax" she says soothingly and continues, then begins to slowly tug his pants down and off, keeping him on his front*
[21:54] Matt: *grits his teeth when she begins tugging at his paints and he begins trying to pull a hand away from Chu'Si to stop her*
[21:54] Misfit: Chu'Si holds firm
[21:55] nekira_sudacne: *then begins to work his legs as well*
[21:58] Matt: His legs, if it were possible, are even more like coiled steel than his back was. A kick to the head from these would likely be lethal...
[21:59] nekira_sudacne: *continues to work them until they have the consistancy of soggy jello*
[22:01] Matt: She can try, however, she will probably realize that years of some very intense, and probably painful, training has gone into these legs. She can get them to a point, however, they seem to maintain a level of tenseness that can't be worked out... almost like it would be damn improbable to work that out.
[22:03] Matt: (As Silvie can attest... Elex's legs might as well be lethal weapons thanks to the amount of training that has gone into them...)
[22:04] nekira_sudacne: *Has no particular concernes, and begins to use both healing atemni and chi healing, flowing it in and manipulating chi-flow until the muscles are completely relaxed*
[22:04] Misfit: (Yes, but Aliza has tricks a normal masseusse doesn't)
[22:04] Matt: (damn chiatsu and atemi!)
[22:06] Matt: Eventually, presumably, even those muscles have to give eventually.
[22:06] Misfit: Ding
[22:06] nekira_sudacne: *smiles and kisses the back of his neck teasingly* "So how are you feeling?"
[22:07] nekira_sudacne: (it's kinda interesting to think that Elex is feeling more relaxed naked with aliza than he ever has before in his life...)
[22:07] nekira_sudacne: (body-wise at least)
[22:08] Matt: (body-wise only... he wants to run away more than paraplegic in a dodge ball tournament...0
[22:08] nekira_sudacne:
[22:08] nekira_sudacne: well
[22:08] nekira_sudacne: the body and mind are connected
[22:08] nekira_sudacne: he can't be that relaxed physically and not have calmed down some mentally
[22:11] Matt: *still has his eyes closed, his breathing is stable and steady, low... his knuckles have now gone for a tight white to a constant red and he is in a full-blown body blush* "I... am trying still... nobody, except for My Lady, has seen me like this..."
[22:13] nekira_sudacne: She nods "Prehaps it will help if you speak, explain exsactly what the problem is"
[22:14] Matt: "I am naked... in front of someone... whom I never believed would ever see me naked. Ever. I am... embarrased..."
[22:14] nekira_sudacne: "But why is that a problem?"
[22:17] Matt: "I feel vulnerable in this state... that is the problem."
[22:17] nekira_sudacne: "Vunerable to what? Do you beleive I will hurt you?"
[22:18] Matt: "It would not help Aliza-san's case..."
[22:20] nekira_sudacne: "That's not an answer. Why does being vunerable make you feel so nervous?"
[22:22] Matt: *takes a breath, keeping his eyes closed* "It is a weakness... something that can be... exploited...." *takes another deep breath and sighs it out* "I do not want to be exploited."
[22:24] nekira_sudacne: "So the problem is you do not trust me not to exploit you"
[22:26] Matt: "I am still here, am I not, Aliza-san...? If... I thought I was in danger of being exploited... You would not have gotten me on the ground... I am just... not supposed to have weaknesses... especially if someone were unscrupulous enough... to try and use it against me..."
[22:27] nekira_sudacne: "Are you like this around Chu'si?"
[22:27] Matt: *tightens his grip*
[22:28] Matt: "I was... in the beginning..."
[22:29] nekira_sudacne: "So what changed?"
[22:30] Matt: "I became... accustomed to her..."
[22:33] nekira_sudacne: "You mean you began to trust her"
[22:37] Matt: "I... perhaps..." *untenses* "I am worried, Aliza-san. That I am about to cross a barrier that I do not know if I am ready to cross... but I know I must..."
[22:40] nekira_sudacne: "Why is you are afraid to cross it?"
[22:41] Matt: "Because... I do not know what is on the other side."
[22:43] Misfit: "I will be"
[22:43] nekira_sudacne: "Yes. and you'll find yourself a better man" she says as she rolls him over
[22:45] Matt: *keeps himself calm for that little wirl... and the term
[22:47] Matt: assuming Neky has seen "The Standoff" picture... she'll know what Elex looks like without a shirt... imagination up the rest. However, he now seems intent on keep his eyes closed. Not forcefully, but he definitely isn't opening them.
[22:47] nekira_sudacne: *begins to massage his front, though being aliza she can't help taking a peek at the goods as she massages his chest
[22:48] Matt: Well... you know what they say about guys with big hands and big feet...
[22:50] Matt: Chu'Si would be proud of her man though.
[22:51] nekira_sudacne: *smiles and continues to massage until his chest is relaxed as well* "Are you ready?"
[22:52] Matt: *takes a deep breath and decides at this point to open his eyes, and look at Chu'Si* "As I can be..."
[22:53] Misfit: She cradles his head in her lap
[22:53] nekira_sudacne: *smiles* "Don't worry. I will be gentle"
[22:53] nekira_sudacne: *annd....*
[22:57] Matt: (Why do I feel a strange twist coming on?)
[22:57] nekira_sudacne: Well
[22:57] nekira_sudacne: there's a lot of twists that Chu'si dosn't know about
[22:58] Matt: (Badum-dum...)
[22:58] nekira_sudacne: but she does her damndest to cover every physical interaction
[23:00] Misfit: And on that note, we'll have to resume tomorrow because the GM is crashing
[23:00] Matt: And... it probably shouldn't come as a surprise, though it may surprise Aliza... All that exercising he does every morning seems to pay off in the bedroom. Elex could give supernatural endurance a run for it's money, and Chu'Si has worked him over fairly well... though with Aliza he remains... reserved.
[17:14] Misfit: She is on the roof, enjoying the wind
[17:15] Matt: *stands there, watching her for a moment with a feeling of dread and uncertanty knotting up his stomach* "My Lady..."
[17:16] Misfit: She looks over and smiles "Yes?"
[17:16] Matt: "I have..." *frowns thoughtfully* "News that I must share with you..."
[17:16] Misfit: "What news?"
[17:17] Matt: *looks at her for a moment as he formulates his thoughts and words, carefully* "Erinti-san is pregnant... and... another female has expressed a certain... interest in me..."
[17:18] Matt: "
[17:19] Matt: "It would seem... Erinti-san cared enough about... me... that she wished to give me a gift... and this is her gift to me... to us... to the Shaded Fang."
[17:22] Matt: (Get eaten by one of your animals?)
[17:24] Misfit: "I know" She smiles
[17:24] Matt: *blink* "You do...? How?"
[17:24] Misfit: "She told me"
[17:24] Matt: *folds his arms over his chest and looks at her*
[17:25] Matt: "It would seem you and her are on better speaking terms than I realized."
[17:25] Misfit: "She told me after you left"
[17:26] Matt: "And you are... Happy about this? Knowing how Erinti-san feels about me...?"
[17:28] Matt: *raises an eyebrow to this*
[17:29] Misfit: She nods. "I... I've been thinking about Aliza... And you'll live longer than me... I'd rather you be with Erinti than Aliza"
[17:31] Matt: *blinks and opens his mouth, then shuts it, opens it again with a finger held up in protest, but shuts his mouth... lowers his hand* "A... valid point. One I would not be able to argue... given the two choices..."
[17:33] Matt: "I... do not know. I, too, have been thinking... about what was said while we were on Wormwood..." *frowns thoughtfully* "Which brings about the second part of my news... the new interested female..."
[17:34] Misfit: She frowns "Who?"
[17:34] Matt: *looks up at the sky and takes a deep breath before looking back to her* "One-chan..."
[17:35] Misfit: "Oh..."
[17:37] Matt: *walks over to the edge of the building and sits down, appearing relatively relaxed given the current topic of conversation* "She expressed a desire to stay by my side... and the belief that she has developed a bond, a connection of sorts, with me that she does not feel with any of our fellow companions... She says I am what she would wish to find in a potential mate..."
[17:38] Misfit: Chu'Si frowns. "A mate who cannot give you children"
[17:40] Matt: *looks up at the sky and nods his head thoughtfully* "Yes, My Lady. One-chan would not be able to bare any sort of child with me. I... do not believe her desires or interest are physical or reproductive in nature though... The way she spoke of it... it seemed more like her bond with me ran deeper than just what one could percieve with their eyes..."
[17:40] Misfit: "I... Do not understand"
[17:41] Matt: "One-chan, in fact, made a point of stating that. That I was different than the others. I knew how to live... not just survive."
[17:44] Matt: "I can understand it... to a point, I think. One-chan's attraction to me stems from an emotional attraction moreso than a physical attraction. She said that while I was beautiful on the outside... it was what I have on the inside that she finds appealing moreso..."
[17:46] Matt: "She hoped that, one day, she would find a dragon that was like me..." *frowns* "Or that I somehow would be transformed in one..." *shakes his head* "I have never heard of such a thing happening though... She then went on to apologize to me for being so... childish..." *looks distant* "It was... strange..."
[17:48] Misfit: Chu'Si nods, clearly trying to process everything
[17:50] Matt: "I know what it is like for someone to confess their... love... to me in a way that is overly sexual. This was... different. It felt different..." *shakes his head* "I am not quite sure how to explain it. I was embarrased over our conversation, but... I allowed her to continue... it just felt... easier to accept."
[17:51] Matt: *looks over at her* "I asked her to talk to you about it... but One-chan is... a little scared of My Lady."
[17:54] Misfit: "I... don't think... I'm afraid of losing you"
[17:55] Matt: *raises an eyebrow at her* "Why should you fear something like that, My Lady?"
[17:57] Misfit: "She's different"
[17:57] Matt: *looks at her with that same raised eyebrow and motions for her to continue*
[17:59] Misfit: "She is a dragon. I do not think she would accept anything less than everything once she wants something"
[18:03] Matt: *frowns thoughtfully* "I am unsure of that. One-chan knows she can not have me in that way so long as My Lady draws breath, for I will not leave her side until that final breath has been taken..." *looks down* "She suffers because of it, too. It saddens her... not because she can not have me in my entirity... but because she knows I am devoted to you..." *looks over to her* "And we have a child together... and she would not do you such a dishonor."
[18:04] Matt: "Those are mostly her words, as well..."
[18:10] Misfit: "Oh..."
[18:19] Matt: *frowns as he looks back to the sky* "I am in over my head... I hurt those that care about me... hurt those that love me... because I do not understand their love at times. I never really knew what love was until I got to know you. Even then, I did not understand what it was... and I ended up getting hurt... as well as hurting you." *closes his eyes and he returns to that moment in his memories*
[18:19] Matt: "I would never want someone to feel like that... But how can I accept this love from so many? My Lady, Erinti-san, Aliza-san... and now One-chan... you all love me... in your own ways... and I only barely understand the why or how of it. I just... do not wish to inflict suffering on another because I could not accept an expression of love..." *looks over at her again, appearing to have let his walls down in that monologue* "I just do not know what I should do about it..."
[18:30] Misfit: "Loving you is on them, it's up to you to decide if you can love them back" She swallows. "I will be here so long as I have breath"
[18:35] Matt: *looks over at her and uses empathy, even though he really doesn't need to, just to make sure*
[18:35] Misfit: Fear that she's fighting to control, acceptance, and above all love
[18:39] Matt: "You really are scared about this..." *frowns* "I will not leave you, My Lady. If I had the capacity to do so at one point... I have completely lost it in favor of spending your lifetime with you..." *looks back to the sky* "I stayed by your side, even after I knew what happened on that dead world... Back then, part of me just wanted to run away... yet my feet would not move, my legs would not have carried me beyond those doors..."
[18:40] Misfit: She buried her face in his shoulder while giving a bone-crunching hug
[18:41] Matt: *sits there with her until she can compose herself*
[18:41] Misfit: She's not uncomposed so much as has nothing more to say
[18:42] Matt: Ah
[18:44] Matt: *looks over at herand frowns slightly* "Can we grow, My Lady?" *puts an arm around her and holds her within his grasp* "I can not accept this alone, for it does not affect just me... It affects you as well... as well as them..."
[18:45] Misfit: She nods "We can"
[18:49] Matt: "Can we accept their love...? I will not if you will not. It would not be fair to you..."
[18:49] Misfit: She nods. "I can"
[19:27] Matt: *frowns and looks over at her, seeming confused* "I have no idea what I am doing..."
[19:28] Misfit: "What do you want to do?"
[19:31] Matt: "I want to be better than what I am right now... I want to be able to accept something from others... something like this, without being embarrased..."
[19:32] Misfit: Chu'Si frowns like she has a thought she doesn't like
[19:32] Matt: "Speak your mind, My Lady."
[19:33] Misfit: "We should... See Aliza first then..."
[19:33] Matt: *raises an eyebrow* "Should we...?"
[19:34] Misfit: She nods
[19:34] Matt: "Why...?"
[19:35] Misfit: "She... She knows what to do..."
[19:36] Matt: "Perhaps we will... I am unsure if I am ready for -that- level of acceptance though. Perhaps you could speak with One-chan first..."
[19:38] Matt: *looks back to the sky* "We do not need to rush this... I know I have much ground to cover in this, and it all starts with the first step. In this particular case... we may need to learn how to walk before we run."
[19:39] Misfit: She nods. "But she is the... most distant right now"
[19:42] Matt: "Perhaps..." *shrugs* "Whatever you think is best for -us-. I trust your judgement in this moreso than my own..."
[19:43] Misfit: She frowns. "I think... Aliza... she is immediate and will be happy with our bodies..."
[19:45] Matt: *frowns and gives a deep sigh* "As much as I would wish for someone else... you are probably right..."
[19:47] Misfit: She nods
[19:47] Misfit: Then Takes his hand and leads him back to Ringo's
[19:48] Matt: Something Aliza is undoubtedly going to be VERY happy about... and Elex is going to end up spending many hours in a river scrubbing himself with a rock...
[19:49] Misfit: Aliza, you are alone in the mansion after a night's work when Chu'Si comes in with Elex. Neither look particularly happy
[19:52] Matt: *has the look of a man who is both determined and at the same time accepting a terrible fate*
[19:52] * nekira_sudacne looks up and smiles "Visiting this late at night? I'm shocked. Nice to see you two. Want something to drink?"
[19:53] Misfit: Chu'Si "Water?"
[19:53] Matt: *nods* "Water..."
[19:54] nekira_sudacne: *fetches them both a glass* "What's up?"
[19:55] Matt: *accepts the glass and looks at it like he might find an answer to the question in the water before looking over at Chu'Si*
[19:55] nekira_sudacne: *uses empathy on both*
[19:56] Matt: Nervousness, determination, anxiety
[19:56] Misfit: Less than thrilled but determined
[19:56] Misfit: "Elex wishes help with accepting the love of others"
[19:57] Matt: *looks determinedly at his glass of water...*
[19:57] nekira_sudacne: *takes another sip* "You've come to the right whore then"
[19:58] Misfit: Chu'Si nods
[19:58] Matt: *grip tightens on the glass of water*
[19:58] Misfit: And gives Elex's hand a reassuring squeeze
[19:58] nekira_sudacne: "If it would make you more comftable to talk first, please do"
[19:59] Matt: "I... We...
[20:00] Matt: *frowns at the glass, seeming to determine to avoid eye contact* "I have hurt people... and will continue to hurt them if I can not change... I do not wish for that..."
[20:01] Matt: "I want to become... better than what I am now... for the sake of My Lady, as well as my own... To do that... we... I... must learn... how to accept someone's expression of love..."
[20:01] nekira_sudacne: "People?....Ahh...what happened to poor Entriri?" She says, putting two and two togeather with a frown
[20:02] Misfit: "Nothing..."
[20:02] Matt: *shakes his head, still starring at the glass*
[20:03] nekira_sudacne: "Good. so what brought this on then?"
[20:03] Misfit: Chu'Si lets Elex speak
[20:04] Matt: "We talked..." *frowns* "The Lady Chu'Si suggested we talk with you about this... It is just, I do not wish to hurt those who have expressed their form of love to me... My Lady included..."
[20:05] Matt: "If I do not change... I will continue to hurt those close to me. I do not want that to happen..." *frowns* "I do not want someone else to feel that kind of pain..."
[20:09] nekira_sudacne: She nods "I understand" she stands up "Come with me" She says to them as she leads them though the mansion to a little used room"
[20:09] Matt: *leaves the water there, not having drank it and follows, looking at Chu'Si the whole time*
[20:10] Misfit: Chu'Si follows, holding Elex's hand
[20:16] nekira_sudacne: Eventually the room enters in what is obviously some kind of shrine. There are four pillars in the center of the room, surrounding an alter, and a number of flowers are growing around it though the windows on two sides, and lush carpeting and a plush covering on the alter. On top of the alter is a small figureine of a lion and she smiles. there are a number of cushions and pillows displayed around the room "It is not much, but it's as good as I could do on a days worth of shopping. Welcome to the shrine of Ashera"
[20:16] Matt: (I question the logic of there being ANY room in that mansion that is "little used")
[20:16] nekira_sudacne: (Okay. less used sinse after the kids moved out)
[20:16] nekira_sudacne: (but really, it's a large place and for a long time only had about 4 or 5 people in it)
[20:16] nekira_sudacne: (to aliza most of it was unused)
[20:16] Misfit: (There's a few little used rooms, honestly)
[20:17] Misfit: Chu'Si nods
[20:17] Matt: *looks around at it, sensing the chi of the area and the aura of the room* "This is where my... donation went to..."
[20:17] nekira_sudacne: She nods "Part of it, yes. What I didn't use i'm saving for a proper temple"
[20:18] Matt: *seems cautious of moving to far away from the door... he's obviously HIGHLY reluctant about what he's doing*
[20:19] Misfit: Chu'Si looks around, sniffing. "This room is.... holy?"
[20:20] Matt: (I would assume Elex's esoteric senses would clue him into something similar, eh?)
[20:20] Misfit: Higher, positive chi flow
[20:21] Misfit: Pooling at the altat
[20:21] Misfit: Altar...
[20:22] Matt: *looks pointedly at the Altar*
[20:22] nekira_sudacne: "It is a shrine" she points out
[20:22] Matt: "Ashera gathers strength at this place."
[20:22] nekira_sudacne: "It is not much, but it is the purpose of such places to invoke the holy presence. I'm not certain why this would be surprising" *smiles*
[20:24] Matt: *seems pointedly unsurprised actually and just looks askance at Aliza* "And to the point, Aliza-san..."
[20:26] Misfit: "This is where we... worship her?"
[20:26] nekira_sudacne: *smiles and leads them forward and stands in front of them before the alter* "You are certain of this, yes? You wish you learn to understand how to receive physical love from others?"
[20:27] Matt: *takes a step back*
[20:29] Matt: *grip on chu'si's hand tightens as he clenches his jaw a few times* "Aliza-san once told me... there are many different kinds of love... and with that... many different ways of expressing that love..."
[20:30] nekira_sudacne: "There are." *smiles* "So many ways in fact, that I cannot possibly show them all to you. Fortunately, I think it is primarly the physical parts that you are having problem with yes, not every possible gesture of affection one can give to another"
[20:33] Matt: *looks over at Chu'Si, the back to Aliza* "I believe... that was established on Wormwood..."
[20:34] Misfit: Chu'Si nods
[20:36] nekira_sudacne: *nods* "Yes." *smiles* "And here is the first lesson. You tend to address things indirectly as part of your mannarisems, especially an embaressing subject. However, oftentimes this is taken as hesitation, or worse, rejection. Attempt to say it directly. It will help" she smiles and steps forward, well into his personal space, just barely not touching*
[20:37] Misfit: Chu'Si squeezes his hand
[20:37] Matt: *will try to take another step back*
[20:39] nekira_sudacne: *waits for him to respond*
[20:40] Misfit: I think he just did
[20:40] Matt: *looks to the side slightly, turning red* "...Too close..."
[20:42] nekira_sudacne: "steps back* "Very well. Can you say it clearly now"
[20:44] Matt: *looks away* "Aliza-san was... too close." *cheeks burning*
[20:44] nekira_sudacne: "No no. What I asked you to"
[20:45] Matt: "I do not believe I could say it any more clearly..."
[20:48] nekira_sudacne: "That would be the problem I pointed out. I need you to try"
[20:50] Matt: "*frowns* "You were too close"
[20:52] nekira_sudacne: "Nice try. Fine, i'll repeat myself. here is the first lesson. You tend to address things indirectly as part of your mannarisems, especially an embaressing subject. However, oftentimes this is taken as hesitation, or worse, rejection. Attempt to say it directly. It will help"
[20:54] Matt: *frown deepens as the muscles in his jaw tense* "...Do not get that close to me so suddenly, Aliza-san. It makes me uncomfortable." *looks at her pointedly, his determination and anxiety seeming to become replaced with annoyance*
[20:55] nekira_sudacne: *blinks a bit slowly and sighs*
[20:55] nekira_sudacne: "You apparently forgot the subject already. I was talking about you saying that you want to learn how to accept physical affection, forget about how close I was to you, it has nothing to do with that"
[20:59] Matt: *nods* "I do... I wish to..." *frowns and looks askance* "learn how to accept... anothers expression of love..."
[21:00] nekira_sudacne: "Closer. Try saying clearer"
[21:01] Matt: *sighs and mutters under his breath* "This is so embarrasing..." *closes his eyes and takes a deep breath, letting it out slowly* "I want to learn how to accept another persons expression of love... by that a physical expression or other."
[21:02] Matt: Chu'Si will be able to tell by this point Elex wants, desperately, to run out that door...
[21:03] Misfit: She is holding his hand firm. "Face your fears love"
[21:03] nekira_sudacne: *nods* "good. Now calm down, take a deep breath and compose yourself"
[21:04] Matt: *does just that*
[21:05] nekira_sudacne: *waits until he calms down* "Open your eyes"
[21:06] Matt: (Oh the sudden drawbacks of having chi awareness, zanshin, thermovision, see aura, see magic energy... *sigh*)
[21:06] Matt: *opens his eyes, cautiously*
[21:07] nekira_sudacne: You see her stadning there
[21:07] nekira_sudacne: "Are you ready?"
[21:08] Matt: about as close as she was before, huh?
[21:12] Matt: *frowns at her* "We will find out soon enough I believe...'
[21:12] nekira_sudacne: nope
[21:12] nekira_sudacne: She nods
[21:13] nekira_sudacne: "Now relax..." *walks up and begins by walking around behind him and begins to rub his sholders. She could easially teach a professional massuse a thing or two
[21:14] Matt: *is looking decidedly at Chu'Si for this one... his body would be telling Aliza that the word "relax" is most assuredly NOT a part of it's vocabulary*
[21:14] Misfit: Chu'Si looks confused
[21:15] Matt: to say that Elex would be more wound up than a Slinky would be a -gross- understatement...
[21:19] Matt: *closes his eyes and takes a long, deep breath before opening them again, looking at Chu'Si* "My legs... will not carry me beyond that door..." *knowing she'll get the reference as he lowers his head and closes his eyes, attempting to relax*
[21:20] Misfit: She nods and takes both his hands while moving to stand in front of him
[21:21] nekira_sudacne: *smiles and continues to rub his back for a while, working out tension, and she begins to slowly lift his shirt off*
[21:23] Matt: *tenses up, grip tightens on Chu'Si's hands*
[21:23] Matt: (It just occured to me... Aliza has no earthly idea what Elex would look like undernath his clothes...)
[21:25] Matt: (Outside of... y'know... her own fantasies...)
[21:25] nekira_sudacne: she has a guess based on rough build, but yea
[21:27] Matt: *allows her to continue, however by the end of her raising his shirt up and exposing a highly toned and muscular back to her, he's practically quaking in his boots as a fight or flight instinct is trying to override his cemented determination*
[21:28] nekira_sudacne: *takes it off and continues the relaxing massage* "Lay down" she murmurs "relax..."
[21:31] Matt: His body doesn't want to move in that direction, it wants to move in a decidedly different direction. He seems to be fighting his own body as he slowly gets down on his knees, trying to relax. He will not let go of Chu'Si's hands though and one emotion seems to come through loud and clear, fear. He's terrified, for some reason, at this point...
[21:32] Misfit: Chu'Si kneels with him then sits by his head
[21:41] Misfit: It's ok"
[21:42] Matt: *keeps his eyes closed and is fighting to keep his breathing steady, even and regular*
[21:44] nekira_sudacne: *rubs his back softly, and gently pushes him forward onto the soft carpet* "relax* "*begins to give him a melting backrub until his muscles are too loose to spring up*
[21:45] Matt: (Does Aliza know Atemi?)
[21:45] nekira_sudacne: yes
[21:46] Matt: (fffffuuuu.... okay...)
[21:46] Matt: His back will eventually start working to her hands, whether he wants it to or not... afterall... he's only mortal. Yet even for a mortal creature... those are some hard-ass muscles.
[21:46] Misfit: Lulz
[21:47] Matt: (Amazing how a dash could change that statement: "those are some hard ass-muscles")
[21:48] Misfit: (Both are probably true in this case)
[21:48] Matt: (probably.)
[21:49] nekira_sudacne: (lol)
[21:49] nekira_sudacne: *slowly works, relaxing his muscles, ventually she leans forward as she rubs to kiss between his sholder blades* "This is sacred. There is no need to fear"
[21:50] Misfit: (*Wonders if Aliza's going to kiss Jagun's brand and call it sacred too*)
[21:50] nekira_sudacne: (Doubtful. She's not that silly)
[21:50] Matt: *continues to hold Chu'Si's hands tightly, dear life kind of tightly* "Trying..."
[21:51] nekira_sudacne: *relax" she says soothingly and continues, then begins to slowly tug his pants down and off, keeping him on his front*
[21:54] Matt: *grits his teeth when she begins tugging at his paints and he begins trying to pull a hand away from Chu'Si to stop her*
[21:54] Misfit: Chu'Si holds firm
[21:55] nekira_sudacne: *then begins to work his legs as well*
[21:58] Matt: His legs, if it were possible, are even more like coiled steel than his back was. A kick to the head from these would likely be lethal...
[21:59] nekira_sudacne: *continues to work them until they have the consistancy of soggy jello*
[22:01] Matt: She can try, however, she will probably realize that years of some very intense, and probably painful, training has gone into these legs. She can get them to a point, however, they seem to maintain a level of tenseness that can't be worked out... almost like it would be damn improbable to work that out.
[22:03] Matt: (As Silvie can attest... Elex's legs might as well be lethal weapons thanks to the amount of training that has gone into them...)
[22:04] nekira_sudacne: *Has no particular concernes, and begins to use both healing atemni and chi healing, flowing it in and manipulating chi-flow until the muscles are completely relaxed*
[22:04] Misfit: (Yes, but Aliza has tricks a normal masseusse doesn't)
[22:04] Matt: (damn chiatsu and atemi!)
[22:06] Matt: Eventually, presumably, even those muscles have to give eventually.
[22:06] Misfit: Ding
[22:06] nekira_sudacne: *smiles and kisses the back of his neck teasingly* "So how are you feeling?"
[22:07] nekira_sudacne: (it's kinda interesting to think that Elex is feeling more relaxed naked with aliza than he ever has before in his life...)
[22:07] nekira_sudacne: (body-wise at least)
[22:08] Matt: (body-wise only... he wants to run away more than paraplegic in a dodge ball tournament...0
[22:08] nekira_sudacne:
[22:08] nekira_sudacne: well
[22:08] nekira_sudacne: the body and mind are connected
[22:08] nekira_sudacne: he can't be that relaxed physically and not have calmed down some mentally
[22:11] Matt: *still has his eyes closed, his breathing is stable and steady, low... his knuckles have now gone for a tight white to a constant red and he is in a full-blown body blush* "I... am trying still... nobody, except for My Lady, has seen me like this..."
[22:13] nekira_sudacne: She nods "Prehaps it will help if you speak, explain exsactly what the problem is"
[22:14] Matt: "I am naked... in front of someone... whom I never believed would ever see me naked. Ever. I am... embarrased..."
[22:14] nekira_sudacne: "But why is that a problem?"
[22:17] Matt: "I feel vulnerable in this state... that is the problem."
[22:17] nekira_sudacne: "Vunerable to what? Do you beleive I will hurt you?"
[22:18] Matt: "It would not help Aliza-san's case..."
[22:20] nekira_sudacne: "That's not an answer. Why does being vunerable make you feel so nervous?"
[22:22] Matt: *takes a breath, keeping his eyes closed* "It is a weakness... something that can be... exploited...." *takes another deep breath and sighs it out* "I do not want to be exploited."
[22:24] nekira_sudacne: "So the problem is you do not trust me not to exploit you"
[22:26] Matt: "I am still here, am I not, Aliza-san...? If... I thought I was in danger of being exploited... You would not have gotten me on the ground... I am just... not supposed to have weaknesses... especially if someone were unscrupulous enough... to try and use it against me..."
[22:27] nekira_sudacne: "Are you like this around Chu'si?"
[22:27] Matt: *tightens his grip*
[22:28] Matt: "I was... in the beginning..."
[22:29] nekira_sudacne: "So what changed?"
[22:30] Matt: "I became... accustomed to her..."
[22:33] nekira_sudacne: "You mean you began to trust her"
[22:37] Matt: "I... perhaps..." *untenses* "I am worried, Aliza-san. That I am about to cross a barrier that I do not know if I am ready to cross... but I know I must..."
[22:40] nekira_sudacne: "Why is you are afraid to cross it?"
[22:41] Matt: "Because... I do not know what is on the other side."
[22:43] Misfit: "I will be"
[22:43] nekira_sudacne: "Yes. and you'll find yourself a better man" she says as she rolls him over
[22:45] Matt: *keeps himself calm for that little wirl... and the term
[22:47] Matt: assuming Neky has seen "The Standoff" picture... she'll know what Elex looks like without a shirt... imagination up the rest. However, he now seems intent on keep his eyes closed. Not forcefully, but he definitely isn't opening them.
[22:47] nekira_sudacne: *begins to massage his front, though being aliza she can't help taking a peek at the goods as she massages his chest
[22:48] Matt: Well... you know what they say about guys with big hands and big feet...
[22:50] Matt: Chu'Si would be proud of her man though.
[22:51] nekira_sudacne: *smiles and continues to massage until his chest is relaxed as well* "Are you ready?"
[22:52] Matt: *takes a deep breath and decides at this point to open his eyes, and look at Chu'Si* "As I can be..."
[22:53] Misfit: She cradles his head in her lap
[22:53] nekira_sudacne: *smiles* "Don't worry. I will be gentle"
[22:53] nekira_sudacne: *annd....*
[22:57] Matt: (Why do I feel a strange twist coming on?)
[22:57] nekira_sudacne: Well
[22:57] nekira_sudacne: there's a lot of twists that Chu'si dosn't know about
[22:58] Matt: (Badum-dum...)
[22:58] nekira_sudacne: but she does her damndest to cover every physical interaction
[23:00] Misfit: And on that note, we'll have to resume tomorrow because the GM is crashing
[23:00] Matt: And... it probably shouldn't come as a surprise, though it may surprise Aliza... All that exercising he does every morning seems to pay off in the bedroom. Elex could give supernatural endurance a run for it's money, and Chu'Si has worked him over fairly well... though with Aliza he remains... reserved.
