Post by sawg138 on Oct 13, 2009 9:48:18 GMT -5
[21:29] canusdirus66: Heather walks up to Anna and sits down next to the demi-goddess.
[21:30] canusdirus66: "Anna may I talk to you about something important to me?"
[21:30] dakoiah: *looks up* "sure, what's up?" *sets a book down, marking her place first*
[21:32] canusdirus66: "I'm having religious doubts and as you are part god...You are the one who is most qualified among us to answer."
[21:33] dakoiah: "oh. Well. I don't know about qualified, but I'll help with what I can"
[21:34] canusdirus66: "The Priests of my people were all killed and even though your father is not one of my gods...he is still a god and you are a divine being...So you are the best I have."
[21:36] dakoiah: "I never thought of myself as a divine being, if I must be honest. Why are you having doubts?"
[21:38] canusdirus66: "My religion tells us not to do allot of things. Lie, cheat, steal, kill. That I have done and will do so again. The one rule that I have not broken is the one about virginity until I am married to someone."
[21:39] canusdirus66: "I was to be married but he was raped and murdered before I could be married."
[21:39] canusdirus66: "Now I've committed more sins than I can count yet..."
[21:42] dakoiah: *sighs* "first, I'm sorry about losing your fiancé. From what I've read, most of the religions tell you not to lie, cheat, steal, etc. But they don't really take real life into account. Sometimes, you have to do what you have to do, and there isn't anything you can do about that. I can't help but think the gods understand that."
[21:43] dakoiah: "trust me when I tell you that they do pay attention to what goes on around here"
[21:44] canusdirus66: "So they even take a look at a sad little fallen merc bitch like myself." heather smiles sadly. "That's nice to know."
[21:45] dakoiah: "I believe they would. Have you heard the whole of my story?"
[21:45] canusdirus66: "Unfortunately I couldn't have been one of those girls who are rewarded for their nightly prayers by becoming a wife and having a half dozen kids by now,"
[21:46] canusdirus66: "no I don't know everything about you. my file on you isn't that though
[21:49] dakoiah: "somehow, I’m glad to know that. You know, not everyone is meant to be a wife and mother. Perhaps your path has gone this way for a reason, that you are the best one for a particular job?"
[21:51] canusdirus66: "You mean killing people with about as much emotion as a slaughterhouse worker. Most of my kind are psychopaths or worse. yet somehow I sill have some shreds of human decency in me."
[21:51] canusdirus66: "If I didn't I would be raping Tori by now."
[21:52] dakoiah: "that's a good thing. And I don't believe you kill without emotion. I kind of guess that it bothers you quite a bit"
[21:52] canusdirus66: "True, Which is why I take jobs on people who I feel deserve it rather than any old hit that comes my way."
[21:54] canusdirus66: "Some jobs just help me sleep at night."
[21:55] dakoiah: "I've had a few of those jobs myself. They always rattled me more than the ones I felt bad about, because I was afraid I might get to like what I was doing too much."
[21:55] canusdirus66: "We're after a pack of mad dogs and trust me you are nowhere close."
[21:58] dakoiah: *nods* "Ok then. Are you worried about what will happen if you die?"
[22:00] canusdirus66: "yes and no." Heather says flatly. "I've accepted that I'm going to get killed one of these days living like I do and I'm most likely damned. I just want a room in hell with an ac rather than a hole in that lake of fire."
[22:02] dakoiah: "the gods have to take into account circumstances. Yes you are an assassin, and you have killed people, and lied, and probably stolen. You've done what you have had to in order to survive. If you remain true to your core values, you won't end up in hell. There isn't a person on this earth who hasn't "sinned" in one way or another every day. Anyone who says they don't, well, they are the biggest liars out there"
[22:05] canusdirus66: "So it really doesn't matter if I molest Tori, or jump Sammy's bones or heck, grudgefuck Aliza does it?"
[22:06] dakoiah: "yes it does. Because you know it's wrong to do. That is what makes you different from the real cold blooded killers. They know it is wrong, and they don't care. "
[22:06] dakoiah: "that would be what would damn you, not anything else."
[22:09] canusdirus66: "That's a relief as I would love to have just a little bit of the life where I have a home and a spouse waiting for me there. So far it's been one great trainwreck for me."
[22:10] dakoiah: *smiles* "then you'll get that life, eventually. You just have to follow the path you are led down, and do what you need to do."
[22:12] canusdirus66: "Sammy's straight, Tori's of age but she's not in a mental state to consent, and Aliza is Ringo's slave and I'm respecting his rights as a master."
[22:14] dakoiah: *eyeballs Heather for half a second* "you want to seduce Sammy, or grudgefuck Aliza, go right ahead. Go after Tori, I'll kill you myself." *nods* "now, that being said, I take it you libido is outdoing your vow of virginity?"
[22:17] canusdirus66: "As I said among my people Tori is of age physically but she is not able to consent to a relationship. Thus I'm not touching her in that way. In fact as she's claimed my bed I'm finding trouble finding enough quiet time to 'drill for maiden waters'. So yeah you could say that I'm frustrated sexually."
[22:19] dakoiah: "that’s....." *is trying not to chuckle* "....a problem."
[22:21] canusdirus66: "Your child isn't old enough to be a problem yet." heather says. "I know now that I have interrupted my parents when they were together."
[22:24] dakoiah: "she's Jeff's child, actually. I was raised an orphan, so that was never an issue. I've heard that it can be an issue with kids though. "
[22:27] canusdirus66: "I do eventually want a few of my own you know." heather says. Which is why I hope to not have to go beyond partial conversion for a very long time."
[22:28] dakoiah: *nods* "I understand. I'd love to have children of my own. I just enjoy being around them."
[22:30] dakoiah: "will you eventually fully convert? "
[22:30] canusdirus66: "That would mean finding a guy who can put up with my needs. All the guys around here are either taken or not my type."
[22:31] dakoiah: *smiles* "that is not an easy task"
[22:31] canusdirus66: "I might fully convert after I have menopause as I won't have anymore children and this life of mine tends to slowly break flesh and blood humans."
[22:32] dakoiah: *nods* "life does that to everyone." *thinks for a second* "every mortal person, anyway"
[22:35] canusdirus66: "Now with any luck I can find a couple of nice concubines to enjoy what I can with."
[22:36] dakoiah: *smiles* "I take it you like both men and women? I'm sure we can find someone around here that would be happy to help you"
[22:38] canusdirus66: "I haven't tried to hide that part of my sexuality from anyone. I'm probably a bit more open about things than I should."
[22:39] dakoiah: *shrugs* "come on, we hang around with Aliza. We could advertise for you on a billboard and be less open than she is"
[22:40] canusdirus66: "hehehe, well at least my brother isn't the type to give a guy a letter for me saying 'Hi sis meet your new husband'."
[22:41] dakoiah: *chuckles* "when I was actively pirating, I spent many a night with a knife in each hand, because more than one guy on the ship thought they should be the ones to introduce me to my new husband"
[22:42] canusdirus66: "My brother is a good guy when he's not obsessing about robot's and powered Armor."
[22:42] dakoiah: "is he around here?"
[22:44] canusdirus66: "No he's up in the northeast someplace unfortunately. I could probably get him to build Sammy and I a couple of light powered armor suits if he's salvaged enough parts by now and then get her trained on them."
[22:44] dakoiah: "if he's anywhere near a rift, I can take you for a visit, providing we aren't doing anything exciting around here"
[21:30] canusdirus66: "Anna may I talk to you about something important to me?"
[21:30] dakoiah: *looks up* "sure, what's up?" *sets a book down, marking her place first*
[21:32] canusdirus66: "I'm having religious doubts and as you are part god...You are the one who is most qualified among us to answer."
[21:33] dakoiah: "oh. Well. I don't know about qualified, but I'll help with what I can"
[21:34] canusdirus66: "The Priests of my people were all killed and even though your father is not one of my gods...he is still a god and you are a divine being...So you are the best I have."
[21:36] dakoiah: "I never thought of myself as a divine being, if I must be honest. Why are you having doubts?"
[21:38] canusdirus66: "My religion tells us not to do allot of things. Lie, cheat, steal, kill. That I have done and will do so again. The one rule that I have not broken is the one about virginity until I am married to someone."
[21:39] canusdirus66: "I was to be married but he was raped and murdered before I could be married."
[21:39] canusdirus66: "Now I've committed more sins than I can count yet..."
[21:42] dakoiah: *sighs* "first, I'm sorry about losing your fiancé. From what I've read, most of the religions tell you not to lie, cheat, steal, etc. But they don't really take real life into account. Sometimes, you have to do what you have to do, and there isn't anything you can do about that. I can't help but think the gods understand that."
[21:43] dakoiah: "trust me when I tell you that they do pay attention to what goes on around here"
[21:44] canusdirus66: "So they even take a look at a sad little fallen merc bitch like myself." heather smiles sadly. "That's nice to know."
[21:45] dakoiah: "I believe they would. Have you heard the whole of my story?"
[21:45] canusdirus66: "Unfortunately I couldn't have been one of those girls who are rewarded for their nightly prayers by becoming a wife and having a half dozen kids by now,"
[21:46] canusdirus66: "no I don't know everything about you. my file on you isn't that though
[21:49] dakoiah: "somehow, I’m glad to know that. You know, not everyone is meant to be a wife and mother. Perhaps your path has gone this way for a reason, that you are the best one for a particular job?"
[21:51] canusdirus66: "You mean killing people with about as much emotion as a slaughterhouse worker. Most of my kind are psychopaths or worse. yet somehow I sill have some shreds of human decency in me."
[21:51] canusdirus66: "If I didn't I would be raping Tori by now."
[21:52] dakoiah: "that's a good thing. And I don't believe you kill without emotion. I kind of guess that it bothers you quite a bit"
[21:52] canusdirus66: "True, Which is why I take jobs on people who I feel deserve it rather than any old hit that comes my way."
[21:54] canusdirus66: "Some jobs just help me sleep at night."
[21:55] dakoiah: "I've had a few of those jobs myself. They always rattled me more than the ones I felt bad about, because I was afraid I might get to like what I was doing too much."
[21:55] canusdirus66: "We're after a pack of mad dogs and trust me you are nowhere close."
[21:58] dakoiah: *nods* "Ok then. Are you worried about what will happen if you die?"
[22:00] canusdirus66: "yes and no." Heather says flatly. "I've accepted that I'm going to get killed one of these days living like I do and I'm most likely damned. I just want a room in hell with an ac rather than a hole in that lake of fire."
[22:02] dakoiah: "the gods have to take into account circumstances. Yes you are an assassin, and you have killed people, and lied, and probably stolen. You've done what you have had to in order to survive. If you remain true to your core values, you won't end up in hell. There isn't a person on this earth who hasn't "sinned" in one way or another every day. Anyone who says they don't, well, they are the biggest liars out there"
[22:05] canusdirus66: "So it really doesn't matter if I molest Tori, or jump Sammy's bones or heck, grudgefuck Aliza does it?"
[22:06] dakoiah: "yes it does. Because you know it's wrong to do. That is what makes you different from the real cold blooded killers. They know it is wrong, and they don't care. "
[22:06] dakoiah: "that would be what would damn you, not anything else."
[22:09] canusdirus66: "That's a relief as I would love to have just a little bit of the life where I have a home and a spouse waiting for me there. So far it's been one great trainwreck for me."
[22:10] dakoiah: *smiles* "then you'll get that life, eventually. You just have to follow the path you are led down, and do what you need to do."
[22:12] canusdirus66: "Sammy's straight, Tori's of age but she's not in a mental state to consent, and Aliza is Ringo's slave and I'm respecting his rights as a master."
[22:14] dakoiah: *eyeballs Heather for half a second* "you want to seduce Sammy, or grudgefuck Aliza, go right ahead. Go after Tori, I'll kill you myself." *nods* "now, that being said, I take it you libido is outdoing your vow of virginity?"
[22:17] canusdirus66: "As I said among my people Tori is of age physically but she is not able to consent to a relationship. Thus I'm not touching her in that way. In fact as she's claimed my bed I'm finding trouble finding enough quiet time to 'drill for maiden waters'. So yeah you could say that I'm frustrated sexually."
[22:19] dakoiah: "that’s....." *is trying not to chuckle* "....a problem."
[22:21] canusdirus66: "Your child isn't old enough to be a problem yet." heather says. "I know now that I have interrupted my parents when they were together."
[22:24] dakoiah: "she's Jeff's child, actually. I was raised an orphan, so that was never an issue. I've heard that it can be an issue with kids though. "
[22:27] canusdirus66: "I do eventually want a few of my own you know." heather says. Which is why I hope to not have to go beyond partial conversion for a very long time."
[22:28] dakoiah: *nods* "I understand. I'd love to have children of my own. I just enjoy being around them."
[22:30] dakoiah: "will you eventually fully convert? "
[22:30] canusdirus66: "That would mean finding a guy who can put up with my needs. All the guys around here are either taken or not my type."
[22:31] dakoiah: *smiles* "that is not an easy task"
[22:31] canusdirus66: "I might fully convert after I have menopause as I won't have anymore children and this life of mine tends to slowly break flesh and blood humans."
[22:32] dakoiah: *nods* "life does that to everyone." *thinks for a second* "every mortal person, anyway"
[22:35] canusdirus66: "Now with any luck I can find a couple of nice concubines to enjoy what I can with."
[22:36] dakoiah: *smiles* "I take it you like both men and women? I'm sure we can find someone around here that would be happy to help you"
[22:38] canusdirus66: "I haven't tried to hide that part of my sexuality from anyone. I'm probably a bit more open about things than I should."
[22:39] dakoiah: *shrugs* "come on, we hang around with Aliza. We could advertise for you on a billboard and be less open than she is"
[22:40] canusdirus66: "hehehe, well at least my brother isn't the type to give a guy a letter for me saying 'Hi sis meet your new husband'."
[22:41] dakoiah: *chuckles* "when I was actively pirating, I spent many a night with a knife in each hand, because more than one guy on the ship thought they should be the ones to introduce me to my new husband"
[22:42] canusdirus66: "My brother is a good guy when he's not obsessing about robot's and powered Armor."
[22:42] dakoiah: "is he around here?"
[22:44] canusdirus66: "No he's up in the northeast someplace unfortunately. I could probably get him to build Sammy and I a couple of light powered armor suits if he's salvaged enough parts by now and then get her trained on them."
[22:44] dakoiah: "if he's anywhere near a rift, I can take you for a visit, providing we aren't doing anything exciting around here"
